When you starts living for others happiness and that person choose someone else, and leaves you behind and alone its the worse feeling.
When I happily goes downstairs and search her at that moment I was happier than ever but as I turned my eyes and saw her with them sitting, giggling and ignoring me. I was devastated at that moment every thing got paused and I feel to just slap her ,I was losing my mind and than she caught an eye with me , I thought that she will wave or call me but she saw me and gave a sarcastic smile and joined them again. I turned back and sat on the bench alone and there was tears in my eyes and my full body was shivering, I was unable to eat and when I see in front i see people having fun with their friends laughing and when they see you they pity on your condition. Just put yourself in my place and enjoy the view where every unknown faces are looking at you and you are alone . I was unable to make any eye contact with anyone so I put my head down so I can't see them. When my classmates sees me sitting alone asks the same questions, "why are you sitting alone ? What happened? Are you okay?" And I was not in the condition to answer them ,I was like if anyone will ask this again I will break down. And this continues till one month every day same things same people and same questions and one last lines all use at the end "you are such a wonderful person why anyone will do this to you? " and I also want this answer but I am not talking to her at that time. And one day when I was sitting I saw areeba and she was alone I ask her out why are you alone so I laughed hard on our condition cause she told me that same thing happened to her and we both lonely person saw a trio of a friend.
I see her and said I can come with you and starches my hand towards her and from that day till now we both are stick together, we don't fight with each other cause we know that only we can handle each other and joined that trio of friends and at last I was with the amazing short family, a family were it contains five children name as ritika, nishita ,sanjana, areeba and me .yes its true that when God takes something from you is not because you don't worth it ,its because he want to give you something special then that. I got you my lovely friends and thank you for the amazing things and amazing mess we make together.
Your most welcome dear Pillu ❤️❤️❤️❤️I hope we continue with more mess together..... Miss you all soo much yrr 🥺❤️❤️🥺❤️❤️
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