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I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU
      I love you ,the three magical words which everyone wants to hear,and speacilly in their teenage and yet same thing happend to me. As i entered in teenage life as i told you my friends started to be in relatioonships and i was far behind left .Yes , and this made me desparate , i use to seek boys in marriages not everyone but them whom seem to see my type ,this was oocuering between 13 and 14. Yeah, i know it sounds ridiculous but please don't judeg me now. I was deseprate to listen these 3 word and all stupid hopes were given by movies .My mind was going straight ,a strangeer will meet me somewhere then he will fall in love and then happily after sounds so simple but not,it's not simple and love in a first sight it's all fake. Never gonaa happend.It made me to depress that i started thinking about my friend's brother and it really sucks, yeah,when i think now , i laugh out loud .Even i have not seen his face but than i realise that how naive things i was doing.And one day our school organizes a trip to R.T.O ,they give us to write a post card to post to our parents and every one was writeing some or the other things and i wrote ,'hi , mamaa and papa,i arivved at R.T.O and having fun ,i want to tell you that ..' 
       My hand stoped i was going to write i love you but i hesitated to say i love you to them ,that moment i realise that i wanted to hear i love you or say i love you to a unknown person but affraid to say the same to my mom and dad ,who really worth it .They worth my i love you and even more then i love you, my friends they to worth my i love you cause they are always there with me in my bads and goods.Then i thougth this is the moment to say ,let do what we never do what we should  to first in our life,i wrote,'that i love you both very much.'' And ended the letter.I didn't told them what i wrote ,after few days coming back from school dad was smileing ,i said what happen, nothing he replied and took me to the pasty shop then we also brought samosas ,what their is a guset arrived at home I THOUGHT
        He said ,'no ,today we got a postcard i which you said i love you to us ,your mom felt it very much even me .We also love you so much my child' these three words are really magical .They brougth a wide smile in there faces .And from that day i never late to tell someone that how i feel for them and even you should not waste time and say love u to one whom you really love ,
YOUR PARENTS.


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  1. That was the situation of all of us in our group leaving Aree...we all suffered from this situation but then we came back where we were and started a childish life means behaviour some times a girl behaves like wo sabse badi hai hamare group me and vo na bahut jyada ajeeb tarike se behave krti thi and aghe ki baate to Palak tumhe malum hi hai uske baad......tum khud hi soch lo Palak vaise I LOVE YOU the most on 2nd stage

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