UNKNOWN FEELING...
If you have read my past blogs so you know about my past crushs ,but this blog is not about them its about him .He is my present cursh and i don't want to includ his name ,so for us ,he is 'mr.curly head'. As i told y'll that my crushs doesn't last more than 1 and half month or maximum 2 month but he has break the record ,its been 3 months ,yeah.But i never felt like this before or ever .So i can say that he is my 1st serious crush and i'm not writing to tell how ADORABLE he is ,am writing this to share what thing am facing about the unknown feelings. It started as normally as everone starts and i thought that after few weeks i'll forget him but slowly i started seeing his pics everyday ,started liking his songs and many morr stupid stuffs.as eenages do you all know,right?
But now i think he has become my habit good or bad no idea.I laugh ON his stupid jokes,sees his pics .Their is a long smile stick to my face when someone takes his name ,my checks turns pink if his song starts playing ,i try hard to control but i couldn't.When i feel tenes or depress his voice make my mind cool .I enjoy his victory ,i hate his haters well, actually he don't have hates but if their is so i'm going hate them .I dance crazely on his songs and sings his songs. And i told you last time that looks doesn't matter for me ,i like his charcter ,his nature and especially the way he respects women .At serious moments i laugh ,when am lonely doing some work his face flashes in my mind and as always i smile.Am not able to understand what is this feeling .And how can a person siting miles away ,can have such a huge impect on someone ? i try to run away but everyday l like him more .
This feelings are really unknown to me and i don't want to get rid of it now, i don't want to wast my time on jugding them . I just wanna enjoy this phase of my life , and you never know you get this feeling again or not.
ENJOY YOUR MOMENT ,LIVE YOUR LIFE NOW CAUS PAST IS NOT GONNA COMEBACK AND FUTRUE WE NEVER NO...
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