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WORST FEELING EVER....
        This was my  teenage life's worst phase and if you wanted to feel this feeling just put yourself in my place.Let's start from starting , you know my best friend areeba ,but we were not always together there was a time when we had a bad fight and we promise that we'll never see each others face and yes we kept that for 3 years but in these 3 years she got some new friends and me too i got a friend who is always their when i need someone an as a result we got a good bond and my whole world started around her. And i throught that she is my best friend .It was only her and me let's call her 't' ,so t and i enjoyed each every moment and every moment was mavelous . But one year she said that we should get into a group of her beachmates and i said yes for happieness .MY BIGGEST MISTAKE . But the group was full of girls that are crule girl for me cause they talk on that topic of which i have no interest so i was like a girl sitting in a corner to no one wanted to talk but i still was their for her ,cause that moment her happiness was everything to me .But the girls in that group started avoiding me and hating me but i was keeping all thing to me cause i don't wanted to ruin her happiness .But i started realiezing that 't' is started to be with them everytime but i trusted her. One day when 't' was absent these girls told that they don't want me in their group and that they are kicking out me and said that 't' will be with them ,and i laughed cause i also wanted to get out of that group and i know that 't' will never leave me alone.
       Next day i saw 't' in the assmbly but she didn't reply ,she must be sick .I was worried about her so i throuht to talk to her in lunch break and she got the news as the girls are here benchmats. After class i rolled down singing for break ,in my mind i was happy that only we are together but my happiness was not to long .I saw her talking and sitting chilling with them ,i was standing far away and i was crying ,no their was not tears but that day i cried loudly inside,
AND THAT DAY I GOT TO KNOW THAT CRY WITH OUT TEARS IS THE PAINFUL AND THE LOUDEST CRY .MY EYES WAS NOT WET BUT THE ONE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME ,THEY GOT IT AND TTHE MOST PAINFUL THING WAS THAT SHE DIDN'T EVEN TRIED TO TALK ME..................................................................................           
                                                  - TO BE CONTINEUED.

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